Such a fucking mess

My heads all over the place

Can’t focus on one thing

My mind is jumping all around

From end to end of my mental space

One idea leads to another

Constantly wondering how did I get to this thought

Such a foggy path to trace

I’m so mystified 

Can’t concentrate 

Can’t be creative

Just scrolling through time

Lost in distractions

Never knowing what to do

I want to pull away but seem to be pinned

My fingers are glued to a screen

Can’t break free

Someone slap the shit out of me

I need a way to break this grip

A fresh start to shatter this pattern

So disgusted with myself

No discipline to stay away

Today was a loss

Day #389 SJD © 2021 Segundo Juan Devora. All Rights Reserved.

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