No cause for this feeling
No illness
Healthy and good
Mind appears to be sane
Still something’s off
No motivation
No drive or desire
No urge to grow
Why even bother?
Cynical, that sounds bitter to me
Maybe over failures
What else can it be?
No other explanation
Maybe a sense of entitlement
As if the universe owns me happiness
At this stage in my life
It should all be coming to me
Do I even keep trying?
What would be the point
Do I have to try harder?
That’s asking a lot
So much more work
What else is there?
I better get after it
It doesn’t look like it’s coming to me
Get up, just one more time
Deep breathes helps get me through the darkness
Good thing I like the rain
This storm will take it’s sweet time
I will come out drenched on the other side
Some of it from the rain
Some of it from sweat and tears
They say it will pass
Hopefully before I burn out
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