Feeling Good

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To feel good again

That’s all I want to do

To feel good again

What wouldn’t I do

To feel good again

I would lie to myself about what happened

To feel good again

I would choose my reality by ignoring the truth

To feel good again

I would define logic and submit to disillusion

To feel good again

The things I would to others

To feel good again

I would lie so others never knew my truth

To feel good again

I would smile so people wouldn’t ask me whats wrong

To feel good again

I would make more fake friends

To feel good again

I would betray those I love

To feel good again

I would try to please others to like me

To feel good again

I would date horrible people to feel good about myself

To feel good again

I would sacrifice who I am because I don’t love myself

To feel good again

I would do everything expect look at myself and ask what’s broken

To feel good again

I would cry sometimes when I’m alone so the world doesn’t feel my pain

To feel good again

I would do whatever I can to make the pain go away

To feel good again

I really don’t know what to do

Day #248 SJD © 2019 Segundo Juan Devora. All Rights Reserved.

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