I sit wondering
Reliving what I did wrong
Slowing down the moment to see where it came crashing down
Trying to find that exact instance which changed the course of events
Maybe it was something I said
Or how it was said that caused this rift
Playing back the same moment over and over again
An editor working on this movie called Life
Trying to see if there was a better take
Imagining the right action and words for the scene
Still nothing changes the fact
The moment has past, no getting it back
Playing back a moment to learn from a mistake is called growing
Reliving the moment with the hope of changing the past is nothing but torture
It can’t be changed
Life isn’t a movie, bad takes can be replaced with better ones
“Take 2,” in life don’t exist
All that is left are lessons to take with you for the next scene in life
I walk away from the playback booth in mind
Taking we me the hope that I don’t make the same mistake again
Life is a one take wonder
Day #233 SJD © 2019 Segundo Juan Devora. All Rights Reserved.