I remember the feeling of uncertainty, not knowing.
Do I just say what I need to say, and not hold back.
Should I not, maybe give it more time.
See if my feelings change.
I could feel my throat tense, and my body is fluttering.
To decide to leave or stay.
Their smile is welcoming, and I will have to break it.
I close the door and embrace the words that are eating away.
Leaving something good to find something great is never easy.
Uncertain, will I find something better, or was this the best it could get.
To late to question and doubt.
I asked for it and now must embrace tomorrow.
My heart is still accelerated.
The heaviness on my chest gone, a euphoric wonder in it’s place.
Today the became my past.
The elevator doors open.
Step out the building take a last look back.
I head home to be at ease.
My job search starts tomorrow.
Day #12 SJD
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