Such a fucking mess My heads all over the place Can’t focus on one thing My mind is jumping all around From end to end of my mental space One idea leads to another Constantly wondering how did I get to this thought Such a foggy path to trace I’m so mystified Can’t concentrate Can’t […]
Month: October 2021
Many Paths
I haven’t found it The desire that will lead to my purpose I’ve started down many paths But none felt like they were mine I felt like a stranger The excitement of finding my purpose was fleeting I’ve lived I made my family Provided them a way Continued to move forward Traveled all roads possible […]
Closed Doors
Door shut behind you as you exit No point of looking back Nothing to gain from starring at closed doors Your potential lies in front Only madness lingers behind closed doors Easy to feel lost at times Confused as to why the door closed at all Was it for them or you? It was for […]
Silent Treatment
For silence has become my friend It doesn’t judge it just listens No arguments or reprisals Just there while I rant I pour my heart with tears Silence is there to hear me cry No shame because silence will not care Silence will not tell anyone that they saw me at my lowest They won’t […]
No Break Required
Forgiveness of others I find easer than forgiving myself I understand people are human Mistakes are the human experience at work I’m human and mistakes are part of my experience But where is the humanity I need to show myself Where is the pass for me I never wanted to be perfect But won’t allow […]
Treading Water
I know what it’s like being alone I know that feeling all to well It’s being in a room full of people that love you And feeling utterly hopeless and by yourself They will never understand what your journey was What would they think if they knew where you’d been The safest I ever felt […]
No Ignoring
Though I never say it I still think of you For my greatest lesson and most regretted mistake Both involved you No way to ignore that Impossible to forget I no longer have to stop everything Just to remember you Now it has become a flash of our moments spent All felt and relived in […]
Start Something
Starting anything comes with a crippling fear It freezes all your motivation Unable to take that first step Keeps drowning you in doubt The longer you stand still The fast your thoughts run wild Slowing moving away from progressive You fall back on your heals No more first step Your muscle feel heavy Shoulders slump […]
Remembering A Dream
Two Extremes A roaring silence And a crowded loneliness Sharing the same space Existing in the same moment Clarity through confusion Saints finding themselves in madness I follow them into a room A single light in a room that’s visibly empty The light falls on an emerging face The wrinkles of time and the pain […]
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